It's 2:02 am. not a single blink. thanks to my daily dose of caffein.

I read my posts from last year. oh, god. was i pathetic. i did not find any sense in me back then. well, guess what? i havent found it yet. harhar!

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My chrom midterm was HELL. totally. of the six sections i answered, only 2 were answered with confidence. dang.

For the past weeks, i've been trying to organize my thoughts, organize my schedule, organize my life. but everytime things start falling into place, something always comes up to shoot my head. there's so little time and so much to do and i don't know which one to pick first. thanks to father jun for clearing up my mind. his words got into me and i know i needed it.

i figured i should take it one step at a time. enjoy every bit of it. enjoy things while they last. i HAVE to have fun. after all, life's party! gotta party hard. =)

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i am lazy. i am lazy. lazy.

why am i lazy? nah... next time. m too lazy to think about it.

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i have less than three weeks to go before the boards. 16 days to go. still 4 books and a thousand stuff to read. too lazy to move on. no, that's not it. i refuse to accept that. instead, it's this: i have too many things to do and it stops me from moving on. tsk tsk...

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*sabog sabog*

i am brain dead now. cant think. really.

all i know is that: i love kuya jess. i love kuya jess till i-dont-know-when. i love kuya jess from the bottom of my hypothalamus (yeah anna!) and thanks to kuya jess i'm still sane.

it's 2:17 am. no light-bulb-moment. dang.